going, going...

and gone past 25 in a flash... I feel like Donkey from Shrek, running towards something with ears flapping and arms outstreched only to screech to a halt and say hey wait a min, i think i missed the right turn...
ok so im 26 now. dont feel any different. didnt expect to feel any different actually from last year. but i dont feel any different from 13 years ago or maybe 14. i could very well be 12 in my little pink frock, confused, spaced out and pretty much just doing my own thing.... adulthood, where is thy clarity?