socially depressed...

coined by yours truly to talk about social shyness (atleast that phrase exists right??)... i just realised how much i hate talking to people. not everybody but most people...
some people i switch off from the first word because most often than not i hate going through the process of listening to them from 'go' and having to respond 'appropriately' when i dont care/dont know what they are talking about....
i get the feeling of being held by my hair and dragged into a conversation at times....and i am in the most social of all professions....no not a prostitute silly.....a journalist...yeah i know its one step above, but hey who cares......sigh, the things i get myself into....